I am not myself,
I will never know why
Walking in circles,
Nothing passes me by
The world turns for me,
The oceans, the seas,
Are only as deep
As my eyes let them be.
I'm not scared,
I'm fucking fine
I witness nightmares,
I'm not losing my mind.
Reality
Will never cease to be
More than the veil
That's in front of me.
Sink beneath I feel so weak,
(Feel so weak)
Takes the breath right out of me.
Swimming in the sea
Might swallow you whole
Consuming your dreams
Like it's out of control.
Trapped under ice
And it's never been so thick.
I won't look back,
I won't go back.
I know this time,
That you're never gonna stop me.
Never gonna stop me.
Don't deny,
You were preying on my heart beat
Hoping that I won't survive.
I was sold sex
So I bought some fries,
My girlfriend goes out
And fucks other guys.
She believes
It's what her spirit needs
Like ten things to do
When you're twenty-five.
And they always come crawling back
(Drown where you drink. Die in your sleep)
Asking for something.
Offering nothing. (False prophet of true progress)
With outstretched hands.
Your hearts there to guide you,
Don't leave it beside you.
We feel for a reason
And change with the seasons.
Oh, oh
Change with the seasons
Your hearts there to guide you,
Don't leave it beside you
We feel for a reason
So don't commit treason.
Don't commit treason
Bury me by myself
Not in a mass grave
I won't live a lie
And keep pretending.
Bury me by myself
Not in a mass grave
I won't live a lie
And keep pretending.
Sink beneath I feel so weak,
(Feel so weak)
Takes the breath right out of me.
Swimming in the sea
Might swallow you whole
Consuming your dreams
Like it's out of control.
Trapped under ice
And it's never been so thick.
I won't look back,
I won't go back.
I know this time,
That you're never gonna stop me.
Never gonna stop me.
Don't deny,
You were preying on my heart beat
Hoping that I won't survive.
Oh, oh yeah
Swimming in the sea
Might swallow you whole
Consuming your dreams
Like it's out of control.
Trapped under ice
And it's never been so thick.
I won't look back,
I won't go back.
I know this time,
That you're never gonna stop me.
Never gonna stop me.
Don't deny,
You were preying on my heart beat
Hoping that I won't survive.
Survive,
Oh yeah, yeah
Oh
Yeah
The shade envy's the sunrise,
Because no one waits to see
The shadows grow.
It's getting colder
And you still don't have
Anywhere to go.
I don't mean to stare,
I just know
You'll always be there.