I guess it hurt When you went and you never returned And you left me here waiting For reasons why you wouldn't stay If you fell apart, I'd give my everything How could I tell That you were this hurt for so long And over and over you know that we'll always go on I miss the taste of your lips The warmth of your hand holding mine 'Cause I have spent so long Searching for you And now you're gone How could you leave me behind And i swear I wouldn't miss you But I do 'cause I'm not alright And I've made mistakes You've broken promises This was the house where we said we'd grow old Together we built, a home for our love to grow strong Then you put that knife in my back and now I bleed alone I guess it hurt, when you said it wouldn't work I guess it hurt, when you said you're leaving Did he do all the things, that I couldn't do? Do you feel anything from the time I had you? Did you laugh when I told you, I felt so broken? 'Cause I have spent so long Searching for you And now you're gone How could you leave me behind And i swear I wouldn't miss you But I do 'cause I'm not alright