Sickness worked its way in
Keep praying to these demons within
I always give in, in hell I dwell
Born into misery, it loves my company
Resentment it knows me best,
Give into it so easily it's a feeling I can't repress
Constricted lungs and a lurching gut
Latching onto this vacancy it's become my crutch
You can say i'm still built on mistakes,
Day by day still swallowing more than I can take
And misery my one and only company,
I guess i'm lucky someone still loves me
You can say i'm still built on mistakes,
Day by day still swallowing more than I can take
Sickness worked its way in
I'm right back to where I began
Praying to these demons within
I hate that they always win
Sickness worked its way in
I'm right back to where I began
Praying to these demons within
I hate that they always win
Bad days and disappointment all that's become relevant
Time is moving on and I just can't keep up with it
I'm a nobody, i'm nothing special
I second guess myself i'm overwhelmed by the pressure
Trapped in this place of uncertainty
Here I am empty and everything in between
Sedate this feeling that's wasting me away
Absence of light, i'm losing faith
Unwanted and still unloved
I'll always be convinced that i'm not good enough
All the days are starting to feel the same
And i'm afraid this is something that i'll never shake
I'm continuing to split at the seams
All I have is emptiness and everything in between
I've been wondering where i've been
I've been wondering where I went to
We all hide behind a mask
Behind closed doors you've seen what I am
And in my time alone i've come to find
Forever a victim to my own mind
We are victims to our own minds