I break beneath my grief
I hate the fact that I know my tragedy's my masterpiece
Harbored my aggression till it broke loose
Now a feeling that I can't lose
I break beneath my grief
I hate the fact that I know my tragedy's my masterpiece
Harbored my aggression till it broke loose
Now a feeling that I can't lose
I watched the razor hit the floor
Blood in the bathroom sink
Nothing felt forced
I saw the lines on her wrists, and up her arms
Another victim to self harm
Like starring at my reflection, her face said it all
I knew to keep a steady hand, to remain calm
My attempts never went like this
Now I'm here at the other end
Someone you'd never expect
Wanting themselves dead
When you tried to kill your demons, you hurt yourself instead
A collection of your failures compiled in a vignette
When I tried to kill my demons, I hurt myself instead
A collection of my failures compiled in a vignette
Red on white, hospitalized for the night
Only hopelessness filled your eyes
To see you like that killed me inside
(No! No! No!)
I hate that I break beneath my grief
I hate the fact that my tragedy's my masterpiece
I harbored my aggression until it broke loose
Always a feeling that I can't seem to lose
When I tried to kill my demons, I hurt myself instead
A collection of my failures compiled in a vignette
Behind the wheel I stilled in shock
Those damages I couldn't mend, it's like time stopped
I closed my eyes, as anxiety washed away
It all built up to this, then crashed right into me
Blegh!
What
What else could I do?
What the fuck else?