Fuck it up Lay in bed wide awake I can't bear the weight Swallow pill after pill Try to medicate Just give me two fucking seconds Without suffering Just let me die and fade away It sounds so comforting Fuck Just let me die and fade away My bed begins to Rattle and pulsate As I start sinking Down and down My mattress becomes A hissing pool of snakes They smother my face And bind my extremities Constrict and coil Tightly around my neck I feel them pull me under Into a serpentine abyss They slither down my fucking throat My vision fading as I choke I feel them Pull me under Suffocate Cursed to suffer Fuck this shit Kill me faster Misery Is my master My bed begins to Rattle and pulsate As I start sinking Down and down My mattress becomes A hissing pool of snakes They smother my face And bind my extremities Constrict and coil Tightly around my neck Oh Hissing as they coil I bend and I contort I can feel the bones grind Fuck this Fangs like heroin needles Vipers snap at my flesh Fuck this shit Kill me faster Fuck this shit Kill me faster Oh Jesus H. Christ