I shudder at the sights I am seeing Demons and entities Dwell in my being The walls they melt like Wax from a candle Suffering beyond what I can handle They reach out and dim the Halo from my head Finger on the trigger I squeeze and paint it red I try to put an end To the suffering Gunshots fired in vain Crimson halo They shove my brains Back in my head They keep me alive Just so that I can Kill myself all over again They scream from within "I'll show you the furthest thing from God you fucking bitch! I'll show you the furthest thing from God There is no love in my sanctuary."