You're acting as if I was a butterfly With holes in my untouched wings You don't see 'cause you don't want to That I am just a caterpillar There you are Telling me how I must feel And then forcing me to talk about it As if it were my choice As if I had a choice You're standing at the shore Of an ocean of grief Watching me drown My lungs are filled I'm lost in those feelings Not finding a way out Running out of oxygen while I'm faking sleep I created my own version of you For me to be pleased And for a few seconds I was