*Scream*
It was never my first intention
To experiment with this invention
I don't yearn for this I just enjoy the journey
Trying to justify my affection
Controlling my retention
I'd better brace myself before the night gets blurry
I'm telling myself that I don't need it
At the back of my mind so I just leave it
But in the moment
I wanna taste, touch, and feel it
I don't feel better but I know I'll feel worse
But I can't say no, I'm overthrown now, I'm getting the thirst
Fuck! Now seems things are turning sour!
Now seems things are turning sour!
Tense, feeble, and sleepless in the end
When there's nothing left to say
We keep talking anyway
But next time
I feel like I'm talking to a brick wall
Like I'm trying to move a mountain
Like I'm the only one who's counting
Taking a doubt into
Every excuse you say you're confused
I'm getting impatient but
There's nothing to lose
Hurry up, choose, just stop procrastinating
You're making a fool of yourself
You're getting a bad reputation
These decisions have imprisoned you in a black hole so
Choose your last words wisely before you bow!
Fuck! Now seems things are turning sour!
Now seems things are turning sour!
Tense, feeble, and sleepless in the end
When there's nothing left to say we keep talking anyway
But next time
I won't be so naive to change my mind
I've already played this game but it always ends the same
So goodbye
I can say "No, I just don't want to"
All I had to do was decline
Now seems things are turning sour!
Now seems things are turning sour!
I can say, "No, I just don't want to"!
The answers lost I don't know why!
Morning before the night after!
All I had to do was decline!
*Scatting*
Tense, feeble, and sleepless in the end
When there's nothing left to say we keep talking anyway
But next time
I won't be so naive to change my mind
I've already played this game and it always ends the same
So goodbye
Looking back at all the times we had the chance to stop
What possessed me to pursue these nights that end up lost?