Kill
Looking for a way to describe
The emptiness that's consuming my life
It shouldn't come as a surprise
That I might reach and claw and pry
And still want out of this life
It's an absence of light
I'm contorted and molded into something I don't recognize
I guess I'm feeling alright
If alright is redefined as fucking waiting to die
Even in my dreams it waits for me
The endless peaks of nothingness
My wrists are slit to pay the price
Until I'm ordained as a coward in gods eyes
I have no control in what He sees
I'm a whisper of who I used to be
What's the point of being me
When the things that I have loved become a pyrrhic victory
(As it came for me, so shall it come for you)
Forced into the eye of the needle
Breathe in, breathe out
Let go
I want out