Underneath the surface of a face that's so imperfect Is a mind and soul, flesh and heart all pumping for a purpose There's no such thing as purity, noble blood will always bleed I'm just trying to find my feet Whilst being suffocated by my insecurities All I ever want is to make you proud I'll spend my whole life figuring out how You told me just to trust my gut and it'll all work out But in times of doubt my demons wear the crown My demons wear the crown I take a deep breath, my ice cold lungs fill with regret Overwhelmed by all the things I Should have done, things I should have said Thoughts are always haunting me, how do I function when you leave? My only form of stability is being Blessed with knowing you were always there for me All I ever want is to make you proud I'll spend my whole life figuring out how All I ever want is to make you proud I'll spend my whole life figuring out how You told me just to trust my gut and it'll all work out But in times of doubt my demons wear the crown My demons wear the crown You told me just to trust my gut and it'll all work out But in times of doubt my demons wear the crown My eyes glaze over my ears fall deaf I ponder on the thought of death Is it a paradise or nothingness? Be your own salvation Be your own savior Be the change that you so desperately pray for Be your own salvation