One night short of neurosis Life long history of self diagnosing Who do I give my time to, what am I supposed to do Stuck between a rock and you I'm running out of time Every light is too bright Even as it falls out of my sight And once it's out, so am I Follow my own darkness into the night Destination unspecified Dedicated to the boy that always cried Why do I feel this way Day after day after fucking day (Another promise I can't keep) I perform in all of these ways But my mask is showing signs of it's age I can't keep this up much longer I know I used to be stronger It starts in my head behind my eyes Acid in my gut, dynamite spine Devastated Torn apart Shred, dead, put myself together again Before you leave, there better at least be a goodbye Do you promise do you swear Cross your heart, hope to die I've been pushed to my boundaries Cross my heart, hope to die