How I long for that final night To meet the man that made me, and look him in the eye Peel back the layers of my heart, expose it's core Show them a side of me they've never seen before What if I never get better Is all I have worth all that I've lost Who do I ask these questions The act of introspection Living in my own annihilation Compassion fades to nothing (Where does love go when it leaves?) All the voices repeat Now you're gonna be a little more like me I just want to be like everyone else I just wanted to stand a fucking chance We all have the ways that we survive And I don't think that you're ready to see mine It's not something I'm proud of But we're past that now Don't you think No more excuses to make There's not enough parts of me left to be changed Built on top of all my fucking mistakes One last failure, between you and me