I guess apathy has won I left a blemish on my head from pushing a gun The lowness never leaves Let me be in my bullshit I just want to leave I don't fucking enjoy this ♪ Life ♪ Lost the count of qualms that I hold from my friends I don't want to call I don't want to concern them I know that I'm wrong I don't fucking deserve them Agony, agony follow me Look at my indiscretions Pull apart the pieces that resemble My peace with all of that has gone All my love has aborted I know that I'm flawed I won't ever be perfect God ignored him I wish for death 'cause I feel like a burden Every time my mind is left alone I desert it I pray to God but I mustn't be important enough ♪ God has gone Isolating me, I succumb I see everything falling apart as abysmal distortions Forcing empathy as we must Confessing my grief, nothing helps Isolating me, I succumb I see everything falling apart as abysmal distortions Forcing empathy as we must Confessing my grief, nothing helps Isolating me, I succumb