They bother me All of these thoughts entering My amity faltered and rusted with chains I'm far from okay I just deteriorate into these lies I've tried convincing my mind I'm alright But the time healed nothing like I was foretold it would mend me inside Guess I'll writhe in my shell I'll take the first hearse straight to hell Don't you cry when the bell rings at the cemetery funeral You'll be fine, I know Don't think of me when things are low I deserve fire and brimstone as my casket and for my throne Harrowing Distressed, it seeks for the veins From under flesh this awaits me To break from pain with a blade to my wrists On my grave, I hope you piss upon the memories You received and don't you wish for me to be at ease or in peace Destructive tendencies delivered me to this place A flood of entropy to permeate through my brain and I just take it I let decadence have the say Carrying me to waste They bother me All of these thoughts entering I can sense a coming end enclosing on me Seducing of noose lustfully caught my eye With a gaze, I contemplate sealing fate This depression is severing all of my aspirations to attain a life of Happiness and leave without the shame that Burdens me with lack of confidence and hatred I disdain the way pain plays such a part On this, deterring me a way to carry on