I've won and I've lost The struggle tears me apart The final judgement means much to me I try to follow me heart I know that I try But are my effort's too weak It's just a matter of right or wrong It's what I do and not what I speak I can't believe that there is no hope Or else I am sure to give in I have to keep my faith alive and Tell myself not to give in I know that I try But are efforts too late? Will I be able to right my wrongs? Will I be able to conquer my hate? Temptation or restraint The choice is left up to me In the end I hope I prove my faith In he who judges me