Drowning in a sea of doubts* Swallowing the vile relentlessly An attempt to escape reality Through smoke and mirror, the failure Facing true self, twisted behavior A pain so strong the source of the madness Inverted process of recovery The will so weak feeling powerless A constant nightmare Driven by this dream of purity... Without control over his sickness Taking its toll, hopeless and senseless Without control, tempted to degrade Constant abuse, slave to the cancer within Behind the addiction Ashamed and rejected Beyond the fear Of one day being forced to purify Purity... through therapy Despite the consequences A recurring compulsion An harmful decadence Despite the suffering Unable to counter the curse Never ending despair Eternal distress [Solo: Rob] Excruciating obsession An impulsive disorder rages on... Rules by the laws of chaos A vicious cycle of defeat Entangled in a web Forever caught A pain so strong The source of the madness Impossible to attain this state of purity