Hard Surprise I'm killing myself slowly Way too fucking slow You never see my weakness I never let it show Buried so deep inside me I can't remember where On my way straight to hell And i'll wait for you there Where can i find the answers I've looked everywhere Drugs, religion, sin and penance I've tried them all they're not the cure I've been beaten down by life But i'me still fighting abck I want to die with dignity Keep your tears i'm on track Destined to go nowhere Determined to get there first Where can i find the answers I've looked everywhere Drugs, religion, sin and penace I've tried them all they're not the cure