I still have dreams about her sometimes
Holes in my clothes, the free lunchlines
Don't know if today is the day that I
Finally, get the call that my momma OD'd
I watch the sunrise, the sunset
The nighttime hours in between
That's the time I do my best thinkin'
School time I sleep
Hear the screamin' from the neighbors
Prolly just some DV
Back when happiness was just a thing I see on TV
Back when you and I was similar
I guess it changed me
Feel my life inside a maze, me I'd rather die free
If I can't have that, well least I'd rather die me
Not a product of this fucked up system that surrounds me
Still miss you till this day
I feel the distance widening
Feel the memory of you slippin'
Through my past, define me
If it do and i forget about cha, who will i be?
If it do and i forget about cha
(Bout cha)
(Bout cha)
(Bout cha)
♪
Yeah, aight, yeah
Sometimes the pressure is cripplin'
Had to detox from my ego
Dont make me get addicted again
The envy they feel when you win
Im feelin' defensive again
Like me and you, we had the same deck
But I flipped it and then I flipped it and flipped it again
These niggas a six out of ten
Dont make me get petty and pull out the statitics again
Like even if they took this all away and put me in the pin
I still have a gift with the pen
So bet you, id get it again
Just know ive been bulit different (Yeah)
Ever since a young age (Yeah)
(Yeah) Roaches in the covers, but we made it through the young days
Mama's baby boy, so (Yeah) was never with the gun place
(Yeah) Some niggas made it out (Yeah), other niggas let the gun spray
That was back in tough days
(Yeah) Now we in the luck days
(Yeah) Give me every dolla, Muthafucka what change?
Member when you rooted for me (Yeah)
Muthafucka what change?
Rather see me underdog, rather see my blood-stained
Born without enough change, I aint never complain
Guess we had to grow apart, I jus call it growth pains
Hope they not too upset, he about to upstage
Fuck yo fifteen minutes, imma go until the sun fades
(Ah)
(Ah)
(Ah)
(Sun fades)