I don't see monsters no more
I see broken systems and victims and mental sickness
And mirrors that show the ugliest images
I wanna be safe, deep down I'm scared for my children
If I was holding a weapon, well then I probably would get him
I feel that pain in my spirit
I let it grow to resentment
And let it grow into hatred
And now I'm shouting "Let's kill him!"
I never thought my oppressor's shoes could fit me so easy
I wanna see him in tears, I wanna watch as he's bleeding
I think I'm fucked up
And time don't heal the pain
Your body look just like mine, but do you feel a thing?
I know your mama did cry when she saw death in your eyes
She wish that she would've tried so you won't be this way
I take a look in your soul in search of answers before I decide to end you
It's obvious you a cancer and evil exists within you
But all I see's a version of me
The skeletons in my closet that no one ever can see
I guess you really a monster
I don't see monsters no more
I see voids that never got filled
I see trauma in your eyes from pain that never got healed
I see potential and dreams that you will never fulfill
I watched your story unfold and my whole body stood still
The anger built until I lashed out
Sorry to my kids cuz I know that it's passed down
You only weak if they ever see a tear fall
That's why I'll fall dead before I ever back down
I'm a product of this shit and it still hurt
So before they kill me, imma kill first
And if they ever judge me from that high horse
Imma throw stones right through their glass house
Yeah
I don't see monsters no more
I see broken systems and victims
And mental sickness
And mirrors that show the ugliest images
I wanna be safe, deep down I'm scared for my children
If I was holding a weapon, well then I probably would get him
I feel that pain in my spirit
I let it grow to resentment
And let it grow into hatred
And now I'm shouting "Let's kill him!"
I never thought my oppressor's shoes could fit me so easy
I wanna see him in tears, I wanna watch as he's bleeding
Please dad can you save me?
Please dad can you save me?
I'm the monster that you made, yeah
I'm the monster that you made
Please dad can you save me?
Please dad can you save me?
I'm the monster that you made, yeah
I'm the monster that you made
Please world can you save me?
Please world can you save me?
I'm the monster that you made, yeah
I'm the monster that you made
Yeah