And if I say I'll make the time for you then why the fuck you make it harder
I find it so unfair that I would come out of myself to get to know you
And you don't even give me proper chances
I just really wanna show you that I'm down to put the effort
But I gotta see you trying
If I try this shit again and you don't give me anytime
It'll be the last last time that I do this
I figure Ima say the shit now
Can't say you didn't know it cuz I'm fine being alone
It's just that when I think about you
I feel like you'd be finer in my home
I'm conflicted as a motherfucker
I love her mind a lot more than I wanna fuck her
Pursuit of happiness
I'm going in undercover
You wanna roll
I want you to be mine but that is not in my control
Heard you talking to another brother
Ain't even mine but I wonder is he your other lover
Reading the signs cuz I want you to see you want me
But want me to want you more
Is wanting you even worth it
I been through this shit before
Unwarranted feelings should come with warnings cuz it's alot
I wanna just work on music but only you in my thoughts
I truly think that you different
I feel that shit in my bones
I only write about you whenever I'm in my zone yeah
But enough of the details
I think I had enough of dysfunctional females
And I won't say that I need you
But I do need you to need me
And if I say that I need you
Then I need you to believe me
Cuz I just wanted to please you
In every way that you need me
So when I say that I need you
Then I need you to believe me
Part of the reason these niggas seeing me grind so hard
Ain't no pretending I want you to see me shine so hard
It's not a flex cuz I really wanted to shine with you
We build a family
I would have taken my time with you
But it seems like you don't know better
And maybe I just don't know how to say what's right
Maybe staying on my lonesome better
Can't be worrying about you all night
Keep you in my bars
Girl this page is like a precinct
I wanna cut you off but I also wanna rethink
Maybe start again doesn't hurt to hit the redo
I know I'll probably smile the same way when I see you it's a shame
I notice that it ain't the same to you it's a game
It kinda made me mad I came to you with the pain
It kinda made me mad I ran to you for the shelter in the hard times cuz I just couldn't take the rain
Emotions are estranged
I hate that I can feel
I love it cuz it help me write about the shit that's real
I'm insecure about alot of things that I don't say
I always keep it pushing but I know I'm not okay
I don't know if it's love
But fuck it Ima try
Just for me to end up sad wondering why man
But enough of the details
I think I had enough of dysfunctional females
And I won't say that I need you
But I do need you to need me
And if I say that I need you
Then I need you to believe me
Cuz I just wanted to please you
In every way that you need me
So when I say that I need you
Then I need you to believe me