If it's all in my head I know I've lost it all again
And rain on me instead
I feel it falling on my head
And I swear someone said i'm better off as i am dead
And if you let me in
I'm scared I'll lose it all again
And i can't lose the
I can't lose yeah
I'm just trying to keep close
And you could do yeah
So much better than me yeah
But please don't
Cus I think I'm better with you
But i know you're better alone
And there's lightning inside of the room
Some things i can't control
And I might seem dramatic to you
But I don't think i know where I'm going
Cus I think I'm better with you
But I know you're better alone
And it's often of course
Often i'm off when i'm lost in my thoughts
Crossed it off and i'm saving the face
Sometimes my mind is a dangerous place
Yeah but i'm still trapped in it
And it's always that minute
That you gotta feed lines on my shoulder
Telling me bad things that i could never show for
Awfully tense but it's drawing me closer
This is the front that i'm putting up
I don't know why i still put it up
Looking at me like it's someone like you couldn't love
I know i'll never be good enough
Wasting my time counting the minutes and seconds
When i should just live in the present
And my head is spinning
Been given a blessing
Owe you my heart i would give in a second
And I can't lose the
I can't lose yeah
I'm just trying to keep close
And you could do yeah
So much better than me yeah yeah
But please don't
Cus I think i'm better with you
But I know you're better alone
And there's lightning inside of the room
Some things I cannot control
And I might seem dramatic to you
But I don't think I know where I'm going
Cus I think I'm better with you
But I know you're better alone