I wake up every morning Forget to brush my teeth Stains ain't here for no reason My insecurities I never Smile in photos I never grin or cheese I'm just a total fuck up I rely on nicotine But these cigarettes really help the stress that i'm feeling lately In my bed Sweating from regrets I ain't sleeping lately Maybe if I hit the switch i can get my fucking life together Way too dull like Irish weather Yeah they say real men don't cry So ima Bottle my feelings inside And ima Carry them for my whole life Until i Fall apart and die inside Yeah life ain't easy you should know by now It goan eat you up And it goan spit you out Its the reason why graves are underground Because as soon as you get out They goan put you right back down Yeah life ain't easy you should know by now It goan eat you up And it goan spit you out Its the reason why graves are underground Because as soon as you get out They goan put you right back down Lets go to California They say that's where dreams are made We can go in the morning with money i haven't saved Oh lord wont you save my soul If you say its too late to go home Yeah actions speak louder than words So i'm working To make this work Yeah fuck a nine to five Bitch i'd rather die If i see a mop and a bucket i might cry Yeah life ain't easy you should know by now It goan eat you up And it goan spit you out Its the reason why graves are underground Because as soon as you get out They goan put you right back down Yeah life ain't easy you should know by now It goan eat you up And it goan spit you out Its the reason why graves are underground Because as soon as you get out They goan put you right back down