(Humming)
Hiding, caught you lying
Always darkness in the deep
Tryna talk, you always wander off
You never wanna speak
If I ever have a question
Keep it hush, now not a peep
Seen me losing, had me bruising
16 years of secret keeps
Hidden in the open
Snow globe showing what I seen
Tried to tell me he's not family
What you said was make believe
Yet I always had suspicion
But I trusted what you preached
Then I gotten home from school
My father said we need to speak
Why do?
Do you always have to hide?
When I need you
Found you smiling, telling lies
What did I do?
Hid my brother most my life
Got me thinking of those times
What controls your weary mind
In your mindset
You don't care about my side
Its one sided
Hate to be one who tries
Tries to fix that
All those days you're tryna frame
What controls you in your brain
So you lie to set the blame
My father said the truth
Now from that day I felt betrayed
Had me crying in my hands
Those puzzled thoughts are making sense
Why'd you lie?
I'm thinking back the only word I said was "why?"
Why'd you lie?
You're my parent
Guide me once and steer me right
Forget it
I don't need the one who wants to point the blame
Forget it
I don't need someone who wants to lie again
Forget it
Now my trust is fucked, I think upon those days
In the grave
Have me losing what I thought was never fake
Why do?
Do you always have to hide?
When I need you
Found you smiling, telling lies
What did I do?
Hid my brother most my life
Got me thinking of those times
What controls your weary mind
In your mindset
You don't care about my side
Its one sided
Hate to be one who tries
Tries to fix that
All those days you're tryna frame
What controls you in your brain
So you lie to set the blame
Why do?
Do you always have to hide?
When I need you
Found you smiling, telling lies
What did I do?
Hid my brother most my life
Got me thinking of those times
What controls your weary mind
In your mindset
You don't care about my side
Its one sided
Hate to be one who tries
Tries to fix that
All those days you're tryna frame
What controls you in your brain
So you lie to set the blame
(Humming)