Dear realization Fear and understimulation Shockwaves, all emotions Pour over me, quenches my dedication Depersonalization Unfamiliar with this situation Tears of devastation I'm trying and manifesting this creation Stronger than I can remember I'm swimming in the remnants Of a better life, of past relations Now forced upon me is chaos and disorder One of us must go In the undertow I will crucify I will not lay down and die Keep them coming, keep them coming I have swallowed my pride