A mist enshrouds my body Insulating self illusions A sudden disconnect From willful ignorance I wander aimlessly Under grey skies Submerging into My most inner laments The sight of blood overwhelms me Seeping from my hands to the dirt Ideals are vanishing before me Into a void far out of reach Becoming self aware Regretting everything Dysphoria overtakes me Regression spirals In solace, I dream infinitely Landscapes dissolve around me Merging into a shrine of loss Frailness becomes apparent Collapsing under weight Celestial signs appear Moonlight illuminating The deepest depths Of the grieving world I left behind In solace, I dream infinitely Of the grieving world I left behind In shame, dreams become waste Carve my epitaph here