All the years I placed blame Put a crown on my head I spent days pointing out What my mind was reading No one will ever tell me why Cause we live the same lie Unexcused, so we turn Kill ourselves Let go Gotta pretend I don't know Look back I'm pulling mistakes from the past Hold on To fake an inspiration Retrace all the lies you misplaced Now I know that I'm fucked Cause I'm not protected I realize I create walls Until I feel a purpose No one can ever tell me why Cause we live the same lie Self create misdirection without shame Let go, gotta pretend I don't know Look back I'm pulling mistakes from the past Hold on Fake an inspiration Retrace all the lies you misplaced I can't explain the way it feels when your heart stops Everything I thought would set me free was just bullshit I sold myself I can't breathe Let go Gotta pretend I don't know Look back I'm pulling mistakes from the past Hold on To fake inspiration Retrace all the lies you misplaced Let go Gotta pretend I don't know Look back I'm pulling mistakes from the past Hold on