I bask in the presence of myself Intermingled with the flesh I came to know All deceptions have been slowly washed away The darkness was always myself reflecting back at me I was always both the carrier and the spore The alluring scent that brings the insect to the corpse Coated with its pollen I will bring great change I will crawl into its flesh and fertilise the world I was my own fear my own diseased landscape I feel the wounds and pain of the filth I created Screaming my own name through the fractures in the world I was the cipher the letter and I broke myself