I got my mind in a twist
Took all my shots and I missed
It's so much easier on paper
When am I gonna commit
Losing my nights full of sleep
And days started turning to weeks
All I ask was a favor
But It's just left up to me
I don't know where I've been all this time
I just feel like I've steered outta line
Called me out finally imma try
Stepping out of this path that I'm on
Might be self distraction
Might be fear of change
What's the point of trying
If I don't go all the way
Caught up in the moment
Counting past the days
I'm just over hoping
Somethings gonna change
Well imma be the first one getting what I want
Thinking I'm so different never got me far
Let me say, I'm over thinking that's enough
Cause imma make the changes I've been waiting for
I've been waiting for
Feels like I've been at it for weeks
Slowly been dragging my feet
But I've been breaking these habits
Now I've been starting to see
Who I've been destined to be
Falling in love with the scene
Well I've always been driven
But I've never believed
That I'm worth all the stress and the time
That I've put in to myself, I don't mind
I don't mind
That I've held myself back for so long
Living in fear to hold on
And I can't really see how I've done
Anything to help but I'm wrong
Might be self distraction
Might be fear of change
What's the point of trying
If I don't go all the way
Caught up in the moment
Counting past the days
I'm just over hoping
Somethings gonna change
Well Imma be the first one getting what I want
Thinking I'm so different never got me far
Let me say, I'm over thinking that's enough
Cause imma make the changes I've been waiting for
I'm just so over it
So god damn over it yeah yeah
I'm just so over it
I'm just so over it