Fall back, in to habits made from misery
A call back in to what I thought was history
It's so bad that I let them get the best of me
Slow down, I can't let them have control of me
I'm broken, but I'm holding on to every piece
Of hope and there's part of me I'm trying to meet
Tryna be the change that I feared I would never see
Blacked out all the thoughts and the memories
I'm the only one keeping myself from the remedy
I've had enough and imma try and set myself free
So I'm, hoping I can make a name
For myself, it's a selfish game
Stepping up out of my restraints
Only up is the way is the way I face
So sick of falling through my vows
But no matter what I'm feeling now
No, nothings going to hold me down
Can't hold me down
Time for me to wake up cuz I've been slowly drifting
In and out of dreams that keep on shifting
Well I've been led to feel like I'm alone here
Taking all my shots but I keep missing
Missing
Well I've held on, to the fight that's left inside of me
Patience has been my driving force and I can see
That I've been one with all my enemies
Tryna be the change that I feared I would never see
Blacked out all the thoughts and the memories
I'm the only one keeping myself from the remedy
I've had enough and imma try and set myself free
So I'm, hoping I can make a name
For myself, it's a selfish game
Stepping up out of my restraints
Only up is the way is the way I face
So sick of falling through my vows
But no matter what I'm feeling now
No, nothings going to hold me down
Can't hold me down
Cant hold me down
Yeah
Tearing down the fragile walls
I never meant to let them fall
Cause all I ever knew was my defeat
But now I've felt the change in me
To break them down and I can see
A glimpse of hope and I can finally breathe
So I'm, hoping I can make a name
For myself, it's a selfish game
Stepping up out of my restraints
Only up is the way is the way I face
So sick of falling through my vows
But no matter what I'm feeling now
No, nothings going to hold me down
Can't hold me down