Started with a sound There was no crowd Started on my own Shit was gold Writing at night in the red light That was my high While they were inhaling their high I was living mine Started with a sound Then came the crowd I've been down and out (I've been down and out) So repressed (So repressed) I'm so depressed I've been downing wine Drinking more to lower stress (I've Been drinking more to lower the stress) I can't feel my head when the morning comes (can't feel my head) I've been drowning I can't swim in the counterfeit I've been drowning I can't swim in the counterfeit I've been drowning I can't swim in the counterfeit I've been drowning I can't swim in the counterfeit (Yeah yeah oh) I ain't even swimming to where I wanna be I ain't even living how I wanna live I ain't even feeling how I wanna feel And if I swimming then I ain't loving (loving) I've been drowning Why won't you just love yourself yourself I've been drowning Why won't you just love yourself I've been drowning Why won't you just why won't just why won't you just Love yourself Drowning Drowning