Walls around me closing in And I try to scream but no one heeds Metal cage surrounding me And I cannot breathe or break out free Oh I fear it's started Oh I fear it's started again And if it's started I fear I'm pushing out all of my friends Oh I pray it's over Oh I pray it's over again If it ain't over then god I plead for the end Oh my lord I feel it closing In on me, I can't stop loathing The ones I love the most I must be mad I feel All of me is decomposing Breaths I breathe they keep on slowing Hate I feel for myself is all I have When I was young I thought I was invincible I thought all my ineptitude conditional But I fear, I fear I was wrong I guess I wasn't born for any reason at all Oh I fear it's started Oh I fear it's started again And if it's started I fear I'm pushing out all of my friends Oh I pray it's over Oh I pray it's over again If it ain't over then god I plead for the end Oh my lord I feel it closing In on me, I can't stop loathing The ones I love the most I must be mad I feel All of me is decomposing Breaths I breathe they keep on slowing Hate I feel for myself is all I have