I am such an asshole
All alone in the middle of a castle
Tryna redirect my mental, yeah
I am such an asshole
All alone in the middle of a castle
Yeah, yeah
I am just an asshole
All alone in the middle of a castle
Trying hard to redirect my mental
My mental yeah
(Iris)
I am just an asshole
All alone in the middle of a castle
Trying hard to redirect my mental
I am such an asshole yeah
One, two
I am such an asshole
All alone in the middle of a castle
Trying hard to redirect my mental
I am just an asshole yeah
I am such an asshole yeah
I am such an asshole
All alone in the middle of a castle
Trying hard to redirect my mental
I am just an asshole
I am such an asshole yeah
I am such an asshole
Yeah that's what you told me
Fade into the background
RIP to the old me
Now I'm in the foreground
Lights flashing on me
Love me for a night
Get an Uber in the morning, yeah
I can't move I dont wanna keep living
Only way to go is drugged up, wrist dripping
And I wanna call you back but my phone keeps tripping
And I hope she not mad when she find me in the kitchen
Find me in the kitchen and I'm doing something bad
Hope they leave me here cause i don't wanna make nobody mad
Really can't control things I'm doing when im sad
They don't know the whole story, how you stabbed me in the back
It's such a hassle
Try to crawl out, but I think I'm trapped though
Wake up early, fix my problems with a capsule
Medication turning me into an asshole
Build walls but i'm still not fortified
Smoke all day can't even enjoy the high
These withdrawals and the pain has got mortified
Your absence made itself immortalized
Hate looking through these tired eyes
Can't keep up this disguise
Took too long to realize
It's no one's fault but mine
I am such an asshole
All alone in the middle of a castle
Trying hard to redirect my mental
I am just an asshole yea
I am such an asshole
I am such an asshole
All alone in the middle of a castle
Trying hard to redirect my mental
I am just an asshole yea
I am such an asshole