Breathe it in heavy, now Hold up I'm not ready Slow down Force it now I'm smiling Worked out Fake till I'm faded And bleed in with the crowd Take it then you break it What's the use tryin' now Why I gotta be the one That's left with the doubt? Know I have my reasons I won't say them out loud I been out here pacing Every inch of this town I've been up on you For a while now I've been straight confused For a while now Imma fuck everything up I'm not slowing down Imma use up all my luck With these bottles now Acting like it's my own party Too far gone no I can't see Knowing full well that this ain't me It's too late now I can't speak I ain't gonna say it now Only pills in my mouth Slow motion turnin' down Fuck I'm seeing double now Fuck I'm bout to double down Fuck I'm losing control now Fuck I hope I make it out Fuck up a check like it helps me out Fuck up my head yeah it helped me out Lay in your bed cause you made it now You know what's next you're in trouble now