Sometimes I think you'll change But deep down inside Your still the same Throwing jokes just to hide the pain Look around because there's no one to blame Why can't you chose What you should be Don't yell at the sky Why did you do this to me You are toxicity You can be more Than who you long to be Now I'm stuck in the same old rut Asking myself am I good enough Pressure pusher my mind in disgust Life keeps theses doors shut All I wanted was to live my life In thee end being free Was always the highest price Be safe and longing to strive Regret is starting looking like paradise One day we'll be buried deep in the ground We will read your name and say Where are you now Take a look at his life He must have been so proud Take a look around where are you now Like father like son At the end of the day I'm still the lonely one