I want to skate fast now And you can't Tell me what to do with My fucking life now I'm older you can't beat me up I'm stuck with The mental scaring of years Of verbal abuse I can't take it any longer So fuck you I live with the hurt All the tension in a household that is filled with abuse No wonder I despise everything you do Had to grow up too fast I have lost my youth As I push faster to escape the strain of you Yeah the strain of you Yeah the strain of you Yeah the strain of you Got to keep pushing faster Got to keep pushing faster Got to keep pushing faster Everyday but I try but I can but I'm not And I just can't seem to escape the way I feel and these thoughts So I throw it all away Take it out on the ones that I love I just can't seem to get away and I just can't seem to give it up Got to keep pushing faster Got to keep pushing faster Got to keep pushing faster