Hand in hand at this fork in the road,
And to the right is where I thought we'd go.
Did I fall short, or let you down?
Did my actions cause a change of heart?
I've been searching high and low
To find the place I once called home.
Embrace the hours when I actually sleep,
But fear the memories that haunt me in my dreams.
Whispers in the wind
And visual stimulations
I can't stand to relive
False hopes and aspirations.
Please don't drag me back
Covering my eyes and ears.
But I can't shut this thing off
That beats inside my chest.
Laying face down at my feet
Without a clue of how long I've struggled,
Attempting to worm your way back.
But I'm sorry, I closed that door long ago.
Forgiveness isn't what I'm looking for.
Breaking ties, no more lies.
Say goodbye to the boy you once knew.
Say goodbye to that life.
Say goodbye to what forever meant.
Breaking ties, no more lies.
Hand in hand.
We will no longer walk.
Opposing deals and emotions,
I've lifted my head from my hands.
Damages already done, now it's time to call it a draw.
But only time will tell when the war is won inside myself.