This is the life I know But I can't seem to relate In the end, I try to laugh it off And hope it all goes away Hate This hatred berates Hatred berates my life I sail from the mind To the outside world I weave through time and space To go where I want to go alone I want to lose all touch With this reality Time to play on your emotions Sometimes I hate everything I see But I know, this life, just can't last forever It's so damned nice to know That I can't leave willingly A life I never chose to lead A life I never chose to be Bleeding in your head relieving conscious needing Suffocate the beating heart deceiving nauseas seething Heaving yearning nothing but to seek relief in taken life Time to play on your emotions When all you have has gone away It just can't last