At school I couldn't handle the beef And I got a battery I did retaliate with my speech My teeth got shattered And nobody gave a fuck about me How I was managing Drift into a magic (so tragic) Wish I could vanish then Now I'm the one with the love I got a smile on my face But I'm the one that's corrupt Yeah, I'm kinda deranged Now I'm the one with the fear At any moment I'll break (Now I'm the one with the gun in my hands) I'm preaching loud so for your ears can hear a slug I'm so corrupt, fear is a powerful drug (Now I'm the one with the gun in my hands) Preach lies, hate, fear, love, trust I'm so corrupt, fear is a powerful drug (Now I'm the one with the gun in my hands) (I'm the one with the gun in my hands) I threw my hat up Graduated from the academy Load up my gun Ho, hey, no fucker batters me One time on patrol Responding to assault and battery A fifteen year old, so I'm fucking panicking I said freeze, he was still as a plastic manikin He dropped his keys, so I shot As he went to grab at them His face the same race as the kids Who used to bash me Now the power's with me My partner will never rat me in, yeah Now I'm the one with the love I got a smile on my face But I'm the one that's corrupt Yeah, I'm kinda deranged Now I'm the one with the fear At any moment I'll break (Now I'm the one with the gun in my hands) I'm preaching loud so for your ears can hear a slug I'm so corrupt, fear is a powerful drug (Now I'm the one with the gun in my hands, yeah) Preach lies, hate, fear, love, trust I'm so corrupt, fear is a powerful drug (Now I'm the one with the gun in my hands) (I'm the one with the gun in my hands) (Now I'm the one with the gun in my hands) I'm preaching loud so for your ears can hear a slug I'm so corrupt, fear is a powerful drug (Now I'm the one with the gun in my hands, yeah) Preach lies, hate, fear, love, trust I'm so corrupt, fear is a powerful drug (I'm the one with the gun in my hands) (I'm the one with the gun in my hands)