Awakened by the sound of a new day. I lie awake knowing exactly what is takes To fight the laziness that once was mine; To snuff the hunger and the deceiving lies. Before i rise, i see it in my head. I can feel it when you come around. You keep on trying to steal what i found. I can feel it, it's all around. I've got the power to take you down. Every day, Your ways are what i seek. But it's a daily crucifixion of the old me. This daily conflict between love and hate. Spirit against flesh; i try to put off fits of rage. I see myself crawling back inside of me. I'm sorry, it's got to be this way. i'm sorry, but you've got to leave! get out! stay out! don't want you here!