I'll never be
I'll never be
I'll never be
...
Never made a promise you didn't keep
And never said a damn you didn't mean
Is it the white washed walls
Is it the drugs they're giving me
Or is it really so serene
Making peace with this ultimatum end
Even if you need
I can't stop to pretend
That I'm sure of anything
I'm terrified
What do I believe
It's now or never
Decide
I need to know
Before I go
Heaven or Hell
Who gets to decide
Intentions mean nothing without consequence to guide
I don't want to say farewell
Before I say goodbye
Would you stay by my side
Be with me here until I can fly.
...
I've never seen
Evidence of angels surrounding me
I've never seen a damned thing either, see
It isn't make believe
This just can't be all there is to see
Making peace with this lack of understanding
You'll get your turn
Don't be so demanding
The answers are always at the end
I can say with some certainty.
I understand
I need to know
Before I go
Heaven or Hell
Who gets to decide
Intentions mean nothing without consequence to guide
I don't want to say farewell
Before I say goodbye
Would you stay by my side
Be with me here until I can fly
Fly on my own
Choose your words carefully
(I'm not your enemy)
I'm not your enemy
I never was
I'll never be
(I'll never be)
This self inflicted misery
(I'm not your enemy)
It's got nothing at all to do with me
Weathered hearts withering
Drawn on paper sleeves
I'll never be
I'll never be
I'll never be
I'm not your enemy
...
I need to know
Before I go
Heaven or Hell
Who gets to decide
Intentions mean nothing without consequence to guide
Before I bid you farewell
I put you through hell
God knows I never tried
Would you stay by my side
Please stay with me until I...