Depart from me
Those the words that I never wanna hear
I never knew you are the words that would trigger every tear
That means I lived this life and didn't live at all
That means every trip I took it led me to a fall
That means every thing I gained I'm bout to lose it all
Had all the right questions
Didn't answer when He called
Dang
And that don't make no sense
Cause I was focused on the dollars
Ain't have time to repent
Cause I was focused on the mission
I'm the one who You sent
I was posed to share the gospel
But I boasted in sin
I was posed to tell truth
But I cared about friends
You told me that I should forgive
But I was holdin offense
Man
It's like I played with you
It's like you were my husband and I didn't lay with you
You kept pursuing me but I couldn't stay with you
How You posed to be my God and I don't even pray to You
Yeah
These my God fears
Not cause God fears
But cause I got fears
Of wastin God's years
This life I know its borrowed
It's temporary sorrows
Tonight we gone be weeping
But rejoicin on tomorrow
I pray His name hallows
For the ones who claim to follow
They sinking in they sin
But they faith real shallow
Yeah
I'm tryna be better
But that can't happen if I don't open up ya love letter
That can't happen if I'm all about the grind
And I never give you time
And I'm focused on the world treasures
Time fleeting
So I can't give up
I wanna move but my feet get stuck
I try to focus but my mind on what
I can't think its like my mind on shut
I hate hate but its harder to love
Yeah
But you love me
I be forgettin that you're always thinking of me
I be forgettin that you're patient
And you're always slow to anger
That's my drive to live the call you placed on me
These my God fears
Not cause God fears
But cause I got fears
Of wastin God's years