Heaven I need ya Can't wait 'til I see ya Until the day I'm wide awake I'll find my own Nirvana in the lap of Khadijah Lord don't take me Laid up with a Libra I'm battlin' demons Until the day I'm wide awake I'll find my own Nirvana in the smoke of my reefer Lord don't leave her Cops wanna see a nigga dead My plug chargin' double for the strain My lady been on a young nigga's head My sidepieces just chose up and fled Kutless ain't runnin' like it used to Money ain't comin' like the usual Look to the sky and lift up my head Word to my mother, mother's grave Heaven I need ya Heaven I need ya Can't wait 'til I see ya Until the day I'm wide awake I'll find my own Nirvana in the lap of Khadijah Lord don't take me Laid up with a Libra I'm battlin' demons Until the day I'm wide awake I'll find my own Nirvana in the smoke of my reefer Lord don't leave her Sister said, "Baby come see your nieces" Mother said, "Baby go get that Jesus" Brother said, "Nigga you look a mess" Back and forth, rockin' on a ledge My whole world runnin' 'round flesh The whole world got me so vexed Look to the sky and lift up my head Word to my mother, mother's grave Heaven I need ya Heaven I need ya Can't wait 'til I see ya Until the day I'm wide awake I'll find my own Nirvana in the lap of Khadijah Lord don't take me Laid up with a Libra I'm battlin' demons Until the day I'm wide awake I'll find my own Nirvana in the smoke of my reefer Lord don't leave her