Wide awake, like I'm afraid of my own damn home If I had changed, you might have stayed But I'll never know I've been doing worse, but you saw that If I get better, will you come back? All this time I've waited, 'cause you're all I had I won't get it off my chest 'Cause I can hide my thoughts instead ♪ Told me what I should have said I nod my head like you know best ♪ What's one more sleepless night without you? I swear I miss everything we had And all the memories Like the first time I met your dad Or when your brother caught us kissing on your bedroom floor And I know I should call my friends But I just want to be alone I won't get it off my chest 'Cause I can hide my thoughts instead ♪ Told me what I should have said I nod my head like you know best I won't get it off my chest 'Cause I can hide my thoughts instead ♪ Told me what I should have said I nod my head like you know best