I never smile when anyone's around I'm pounded into my selfcontained obscurity I don't give a fuck, and I never will I'm my only friend and I stay true to my core Those miserable dots, gazing by in haze The more I give you, the more I die Riding my sharp edged ego Spit and stain my name Welcome to the prozak nation I'd give it all just to see it fall To weird to live, to rare to die The drugs stare and witness all Hope the line is drawn for the 3rd dimension My nest of insanity's crescendo, isolated You'll remember sunshine when it's gone Face the fact, no rhyme or reason Cause i'm mother earth's wet forbidden dream The masturbated soul And it's stained pain A strange flower in hallucinating fresh bloom