You threw color on all of my walls But forgive me if I still see Black and white. The shades of my room Fading now, I make myself blind. You're my favorite song To sing when I'm alone Or when I'm in front of everyone. Can't I be proud of the one thing I didn't let go? When will I feel proud of myself? I bear my failures like a cross on my back. When will I feel proud again? Calvary's calling me towards the end. Oh my, you forgot the palms When I came back home. It's alright, you didn't know I'd be returning so soon, You hoped I'd stay. I thought I'd see my brothers With open hearts, Now they're the marks That design my arms. Someone please tell me What I did wrong. All I want is quiet, now. What makes me think I deserve that crown? When will I feel proud again? Calvary's calling me towards my end.