I traded in my eyes To see the world I loved, I traded all my words See the world as I was young. Followed the demands, Cut off both my hands, These pages full of white Tempting me to promise lands. I never bartered lungs But she promised a love, And I knew I'd give up So I gave her all she wants. After I was failing Was I worth the saving? Anything to get me to who I once was. I don't think I've adjusted yet I still see myself as nothing yet. I'm idle as a god they don't treat me as I'm one, It's harder to move on, is this what I want? They telling me that I can't, they telling me I won't make it Well if I don't try then I'm damned don't do this to get famous I know nothing else but this Cause everything just all makes sense From the chords to the blank page Won't stop it until I make it. Gave up all my silver plates, Made peace with my Madonna Took the garbage out of my place, Calvary don't call my name All the words that I said And all the guilt that I made I want to let you know that I'm doing fine I'll be back for good and a long time.