You just walked right out
Outta my life turned the lights right out
Took the whole son and my heart
And my lungs and my tongue
It is done feelin' numb right now
You just looked at me as I lay there dead
You just looked at me as I lay and bled
You just trust the voice that is in your head
You believe the things that you say they said, yea
But it's not true and that's what the fact is
I was just something for you to abuse
It is true nothin' new to be used as a target for practice
So you took aim and you shot away
Shot the whole clip let me die in vain
Got me feelin' like maybe I'm to blame
I'm lidocaine
I don't wanna leave my house again
I don't even wanna see my friends
I just wanna go away
I just wanna go away
I don't wanna leave my house again
I don't even wanna see my friends
I just wanna go away
I just wanna go away
Now I'm back on my meds
Due to the fact that my head
Won't stop racing with thoughts
That I hate and they cause
Me to not go back to my bed
I really need sleep
But my brains on repeat
I really need to eat
But I can't 'cause you keep
Makin' me sick to my stomach
You made it abundantly clear
That you just wanna keep up and runnin'
You just keep forcin' my hand
Then act like you don't give a damn
Actions speak louder than words
But your words puttin' me in a trance
Your actions been sayin' the truth I don't listen
I live in Denial, Ohio
I get it has nothin' to do with the music or meds
You're the piece that I'm missin'
I don't wanna leave my house again
I don't even wanna see my friends
I just wanna go away
I just wanna go away
I don't wanna leave my house again
I don't even wanna see my friends
I just wanna go away
I just wanna go away