Push and pull with your strings around my neck
You wanna fix me, make me new again
Do I fit the mold, do the pieces fit
Watch me come apart but what did you expect
I've got a feeling that I'm stepping off the edge
Nosediving with the wind against my chest
I've got a feeling that I'm heading towards the end
But what did you, what did you expect
Setting smoke signals in the sky
Wide awake, wide awake or am I
Daydreaming or just sleepwalking
Am I flying too close to the sun
Still lost in the wind still searching
I can feel the air escape my lungs
Carve me out till I'm what you wanted
Watch it drip away, slow burn
Smother me we'll see what happens first
What's the safe word, what's your poison
I'll tell you when and where it hurts
Just smother me whatever happens first
Fill my mouth with the fumes until I'm high on them
Choke on the smoke and cough it up again
I can taste the wax pouring from my lips
It tastes bittersweet, just tell me when it ends
Setting smoke signals in the sky
Wide awake, wide awake or am I
Daydreaming or just sleepwalking
Am I flying too close to the sun
Still lost in the wind still searching
I can feel the air escape my lungs
Carve me out till I'm what you wanted
Watch it drip away, slow burn
Smother me we'll see what happens first
What's the safe word, what's your poison
I'll tell you when and where it hurts
Just smother me whatever happens first
Search for the surface
Carve right into me
I'm free falling from the highest point that I could climb
I can't swim I'm afraid to drown but the water feels just fine
I'm counting down the seconds until impact makes this worse
Nosedive into the surface
Free falling
Nose dive