Father, sorry for I've sinned again Mother told me i'd be better dead Crawling out my own skin So I can feel the breeze Trapped inside my own bones Trying to be my home Purify all my sins But i'll make the same mistakes again Drown me in my own tears Guess I will be going down in the end Father, blame me for i've sinned again I can't pretend I'm someone else - ashamed Left alone on the streets Always trying to please Heart as cold as a stone Oh there's no one home You don't understand, so I will go down For being who I'm supposed to be Just tie my hands, beat me to the ground So you can feel free I won't lie to myself Won't pretend I'm healed You can lie to yourself Keeping me concealed And your promises Keep your promises Keep pretending they are real All your promises And your fckng nod They just show me how you feel