Reckless abandonment has brought me to my knees A nonbeliever, I've forgotten how to be Don't wallow in puddles of spit How hollow can someone get? I'm not who I used to be I'm not There ain't nothin' left of me Not who I used to be I'm not Not alright Now I'm an empty slate, I'm turning a new leaf Do not resuscitate 'cause I could use the sleep Don't wallow in puddles of spit How hollow can someone get? I'm not who I used to be I'm not There ain't nothin' left of me Not who I used to be I'm not Not alright Today my last mistake The gates are never opening anyway Forever is over I'll never hear the end Hear the end I'm not who I used to be I'm not alright There ain't nothin' left of me Not who I used to be I'm not Not alright